i stayed in the school library till 1.45pm and did some reading up media ethics in asia.
after that i left for novena square to buy contact lens and i was supposed to meet boify there at 3.30. he ran abit late so i went to MPH and bought Grimm's Fairy Tales for 5 bucks.
i've been searching high and low for that book.
i'm really worried for him. hes stressed up about work. i hope he works things out. i want the happy care free boyfriend back. it saddens me to see him down in the dumps.
i pray that everything turns out the way it should be.
life was never easy...
got a call from ainn a while ago asking me to accompany her to BBDC.
so most probably i'll be meeting her at Gombak at 12.30 tomrrow before heading for school.
after school the whole lot of us are going out buka at beach rd then chill at Samar.
i look back and ponder about my wonderments i have of
nowdidnt expect it to be this way.
oh well.why bother
i can stop pondering and wondering.
i longed for...mummy told me never to compare and jusge.
its only human to look and evaluate.
**sigh**
you can't expect people to understand you.
you can only understand yourself.
i stopped wondering about tomorrow.
i have high expectations on life.
they say whatever you desire,
aim for the moon and if you fall, you'll fall on stars.
bullcrap.what if you barely scrape the sky?
you end up falling.
falling and breaking every breakable thing.
and you get hurt.
i'm not being a pessimist here.
i'm just..
i don't expect you people to understand.
because you
just cant.
i think i'm God's most complicated creature on earth.
i feel so special.
skipped school today to work on SBS assignment.
the notes are all over my room.
i need to buy contacts for raya.
so many things to do and buy, so little time!
we have yet to make kuih wajib (makmor and tart) for raya.
normally around this time i would already catch the whiff off freshly baked tarts from the neighbours. maybe all malas already.
finaly had munchy donuts. mummy bought a box of 6.
i can die happy =D
i need to talk to someone.
im feeling shitty.
i've just completed my TPSW assignment.
2 more to go.
STATUS:
TDMC: ON THE RIGHT TRACK (Due on 16 Oct)HMC: COMPLETEDTPSW: COMPLETED (Oral presentation on 17th)SBS: HALF WAY THROUGH (Due on 15 Oct)
